Ok...I know that it has been forever, and that I have a lot of catching up to do. It was alot easier with only one child to look after. Our lives have been filled with some ups and downs lately. For one thing staying home with both of them is one of the hardest things that
i have ever done.
I thought that I was pretty good at managing everything, but this has turned into a huge challange. Im working on it though, and learning how to manage better. New challanges occur everyday, but
Im also leasning new skills and tricks to better manage.
on the downside, I just found out that I have to go through the whole surgery again. They tell me that it will not be as intricate, but still the same precautions and restrictions...not the news I was hoping for, but you know what they say,God only gives you what you can handle. Sometimes I get so down and out about it, but then one look at my two beautiful children, and know that it is worth every secongd of pain that I have to endure.How did I get so lucky. Two wonderful Children that mean the world to us. Healthy and happy. What more do
I have the right to ask for. I could try in a million words and not even come close to describe that happiness and joy that they have brought into my life. I cant even remember life before then. What a void they filled. I thank God every day for Mims, Merritt and most of all for Shane. How blessed am I!